9.23.2009

Interaction...

Someone asked me today if seeing people in love made me mad or sad?

I thought about it.
In a way yes, I am envious but I still didn't feel the emotions of madness or sadness.

I thought some more about.
And in a way, it makes me happy to see it.
I love to see Love
I especially love to see it between two people
who are absolutely head over heels in love with each other.

It's like a warmth a illuminates off love.
It fills my heart with happiness and beauty.
It reminds me of what I have had

and what I Have

Seeing the interaction of love between two beings
just reminds me of the beautiful things in life.
It makes me smile
laugh
and
cry

So why be mad or sad if you see someone who is in love?

I think it's kind of a stupid question to be honest. The question should be
Why aren't you happy when you seen people in love?

Of course, when you think about
in that way
You may answer that you have recently broken up with a boyfriend, or a girlfriend.
Or that you have never had a boyfriend/girlfriends and you overly jealous of that.
Or that you miss your significant other because he or she is not around at the moment.

I just take it as an opportunity to feel good. To feel happy. To find beauty.

Because I know I am loved.
I may not have a young gentleman interest next to me.
I may not be able to hold someone's hand.

But I know. He's out there. I know. I have people out there who love me.

I'm just a butterfly that has fallen once, but has taken flight again.
And I am determined to never let someone flick me down ever again.
I have love.

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